Two days of doing nothing were some tough two days to get by. Was not feeling well and my body was screaming "reeeesssssttttt!!!!!" so after some 2 years plus of NOT taking any time out for medical reasons, it was frustrating! I had forgotten how it was like to be ill but I guess the most frustrating part - Not ill, not well. Not ill enough to be bedridden but not well enough to be up and running around with the dogs. Beyond that, having all that doing-shit-all time to myself, meant my mind would start wandering and wondering.... into an inner place far far away..... and despite attempting to distract myself by watching movie, reality shows and doing silly online tests, I was still half-distracted. Frustrating. I started walking around my room like an anxious puppy before finally throwing the collar and leash on Flaps to take him out for a walk... two walks. Surely breath of fresh air would do me some good.
It is the 17th day past the new year and it is starting to be a struggle keeping up the optimism. I'm not sure if it is a psychological thing! I was doing all fine till concerned voices kept telling me that I need a break. And suddenly, bam! I'm down. Sick.... and moping. Damn it!
Mental.Over.Personal.Invented.Neurotic.Gripes.
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